So, that has nothing to do with my title, this is going to be a continuous thing. I mean, there would be episodes for this type of blogs. I'm going to post and just let go here.

Basically, music has been the thing that hit me for the past two years. Usually, it was always dreaming about something stupid like being a soccer player, or tennis professional player or an astronomer etc. Well, now its different. Because, I can actually see myself, as an artist. Going around the world, recording songs, doing something that I love. Really, really love. Music, just a simple melody, a simple song maybe. Just music.

I am not actually being desperate, or seeking attention or being a loser (like what my, nvm). I want to be heard, I want my voice heard. But, I am not even sure whether it is actually nice. Currently, I have to study, I have to do something that I don't love, at all. I'm pretty sure everyone doesn't like school. I love school, actually and I love to study new stuff. But, its not really where my heart is. But, I will need to learn and study and at least reach a satisfying great that could at least make my parents happy. But, whenever I open a book, I'll get distracted by music. Music in my heart and unwritten lyrics in my mind. Sure, my melody isn't that nice yet and basically all my song is based on what melody, which I would just improvise to make it sound different. So, this is me, about music. I need to study while I do music. But, both are actually quite identical, I'm not perfect in both and I have to learn to be better and deal with the pressure. So, yeah.

Well, I decided that once I have perfected some songs, I'll post in on my blog first and get reaction from friends. Then, I'll go to youtube. And about that competition, I have decided to do something simple, a song. That song. I'll need to record it though, and I would need an audience. So yeah, that's it.

Peace,

Ryan