Hey yall. How yall doing? Its been a while.
So, what's up? Exams done, marks received, Pulau Ubin camp done, report books received, PS3 played, intensive soccer training check, school during holidays available, what's missing from this list? I know one, no demo. I've been waiting for this holiday cause I am like thinking that I could at last like do music. But, all these things are blocking my way.
I remembered what that teacher said about dreams the other day. Its something like if you want to chase after your dreams, there are always obstacles blocking your way. And obstacles there are in my path to glory and recognition. I don't know what to feel these few days. Cause I am just confused. I don't know if I'll even get a chance to do this. It might seem that my dreams are already crushed even before I even tried and its crushed by own family members. This dream is a big one, I know. Very huge actually. Being a star after being an unknown for most of my life, then helping people with my voice when I hardly have that voice right now in life, I barely even have voice to say what I want to say and aiming to be at the highest of the highest in the world's most unpredictable market. And of course get to meet my idols that inspire me to sing in the first place.
Anyways, tomorrow I'll be going jamming for the 3rd time in my life. Awesome. I hope everything would go smoothly. I hope it would be another great experience.
Damn, I am just tired everyday ever since exams are over. I don't know why. Just... So... Tired. Moody all the time. My heart feels heavy and my eyes are heavy.
I overslept in the bus again just now. I wayyyyy missed my stop. I also didn't go training today because I am just so tired. I wasn't feeling well, my head was in a mess.
Oh well, I have got to go rest. Last day of gaming course tomorrow. Nights yall.
Your dude,
Ryan
