Hey. Waddup whoever is reading this? Yes, it is I, Ryan Kristianto Wirayadi. As usual, bored but happy. Life's been confusing at the moment. But, I did record the song I'll be submitting for the song writing competition.
I do know what I want. Am I good enough? Am I no different from all the other guys? I try to be different.
All these things running in my mind.
I just came back from church camp, which was a great experience. I loved that I could actually, for the first time, feel a little bit of God. It was great. And the experience of forgetting someone also happened in the camp. So, I would like to thank God for letting me go to this camp. I went to confession which really helped me to release weight off my heart.
Now, I have to start all over again. But, I don't wanna. I have a policy to only like girls when I actually know them a little. But, I don't even know this girl. All I know is her name, her age (older than me) and some other small details but, I know nothing important. Well, too bad. Haha. Damn, what am I saying? Everything is all jumbled up together. So confusing. I don't know anymore. . .
